Winter is coming.
My fav season.
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Is there world outside?

Sometimes you can't do anything. You can only wait, wait and wait for somebody's decision. Decision, which can ruin ur life or.. build something new.
Are we afraid of new things?
Are we afraid of happiness?
ARE WE AFRAID OF GETTING BETTER?

I just want to be happy. I just want to be happy. I just want to be happy.
Oh God, I'm scared. I'm scared of happiness. I forgot this feeling.

I'd fly away
to a higher plane
to say words I resist
to float away
to sigh
to breathe.... forget

I still don't know the score.
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but if it goes wrong, I won't be afraid of winter sleep.
It's my exit.
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Something good? My ruined mood gives me powerful kick to draw. In last time, I've been drawing a lot.
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Na spotkania mangowe chodzę od roku.
20 listopada spełni się jedno z moich marzeń - jadę do Berlina na koncert zespołu Interpol.
Rysuję.
Chodzę do 2 LO. Ciężko.
Nic się nie zmieniło przez te kilka lat na deviancie
Nadal poszukuję odrobiny szczęścia w swoim życiu.